Sunday, December 21, 2008

I need this.

My emotions are all over the place. I need to vent them.
I'm sad. I cried all yesterday morning. Then last night at Nick's work Christmas party we sat at a table with a retired couple and two pregnant couples. TWO. I tried all night to tell myself "No, I'm fine. It's cool! I'm having a good time!" Yeah. Then I tried the "get drunk and make my own damn fun" tactic. Couldn't catch a buzz!

My husband is amazing. He stayed by my side and didn't judge me or scold me for all the reckless emotions I kept throwing at him. I love you BB. I did end up having a pretty good night.

I'll just pretend someone will read what I write, and at least if I get this shit off my chest I will feel a little better.

Friday, April 18, 2008

Ah, life catches up.

It's been a while since I posted, mostly because life has been a real roller coaster for the past two months. Papa passed away (depressing). Went to see Wicked with Mr. Awesome Husband man (awesome). Had to pay way to much in taxes. (awful) Brother is home and the family reunion is coming up soon! (nice) It's going to be a lot of work getting the house ready!!

Off to study. Or sleep. Yeah, probably sleep.

Monday, March 17, 2008

Sometimes things are actually NOT easier on the internet.

All I'm trying to do is take a vacation. Why the hell is finding an affordable vacation such a rediculous and tedious process? I want to relax and make babies with my freaking husband! This shouldn't cost me an arm and a leg!
It's not like I have a bunch of outrageous criteria! In fact, here they are.
1. Somewhere Nick's never been before.
2. Somewhere warm.
3. One flight to get there, preferably with one layover or less.
4. I don't want to pay more than $200 per person for plane tickets. This point is negotiable.
5. 4-5 nights in a hotel shouldn't cost more than $600.
6. Attractions/activities need to be attractive/available, but I'm not spending $150 to pet some damn dolphins.

Saturday, February 2, 2008

I did it!

I wrote a paper today! I'm very proud of myself. Three whole pages on Barack Obama's leadership skills. Who knew I had an opinion on politics? Not me.

I'm feeling a whole lot better about this whole going back to school thing. I mean, the house may look like shit, and there's dog hair everywhere and I haven't done laundry in a couple weeks, but I really think I can do this. Thanks hun! You inspire me!

1/3 of the semester down... can't wait till May 5th!

Friday, February 1, 2008

Trash the dress!

I'm doing it! I've decided! I'm going to trash my dress!
Hopefully, I'll be able to find a photographer who can help me come up with something awesome and unique and metal (at a reasonable price).

Here's a quote from

"You've made a commitment to your husband. He's your one and only true love, right? Then you'll never need the dress again. And no, your daughter won't wear it in 20-30 years. So you have two choices: 1) Suffocate it in plastic and throw it in a closet, 2) Show your husband how committed you are by trashing the dress, and get some great fun pictures while you do it!"