This is going to be a boring post.
Just warning you.
I am so tired today. Over the past three days I've worked a total of 36 hours. It's not just the long hours that are getting to me, it's the fact that I've been at 2 jobs for the same company, working my ass off, trying to get noticed. Fighting to keep your job when you're not even sure it will do any good is not fun.
This is the kind of uncertainty I really hate. What do you do when your best may not be good enough?